Next time you go to San Francisco take the boat tour of the bay and visit Alcatraz. For just the price to the island, you get a trip on the bay, and it is neat to see the city from the water. But a different view is afforded from Alcatraz, so take the tour. A bleak island surrounded by civilization-if you consider San Francisco civilized, it is so close as to be local, but so alone it seems a million miles away. The perfect prison, so to speak, and a very historical one. To be invited as a criminal, you had to be the worst of the worst. This was the last stop and held such notorious felons as Robert Stroud, canonized as the Birdman of Alcatraz. Actually he was a sex pervert, who was kept alone, and was known for flinging dung at the guards. Burt Lancaster he wasn't, but then who of us are.
Only a 15 minute rider from Pier 37 to the north side of the island where the dock is, on a clear day you can see the city perfectly, if your cell faces that way. And that could be a blessing, or a curse. For while locked up in your cell, you could not only see life, but could hear it. The sounds of the city travelled better at night , and the sounds of cars, people, and parties was evident-and a reminder to the one in the cage that life was going on, while he was incarcerated for his crime. And when taking the tour you are given a headset, so you can walk through the rotting prison at your own pace, and hear and see the sounds as they did. Cold, damp, lonely, and isolated you get to see life as the inmates did-although the condition is horrible, you can still see what it was like in the tiny cells. But the part that is really upsetting is the hole, or the isolation cells, the punishment tank for the disobedient criminals-how's that for a description. In a cell with no toilet-they give you a bucket, no bed or chair, you are forced to sit on a cold, hard concrete floor-naked, with no lights-except for the light coming through the small window, the only light coming in there is from the city at night. And with no glass in the windows, it is generally in the 50 degree range. A temp too cold for some to ride, and for others to wear their winter gear. Think of isolation next time you ride in the cold-are you really that cold?
But this is Club Med compared to what prisons were like 2000 years ago. Chained to walls in unsanitary conditions, the only food you got was from someone who brought it to you. If you didn't know anybody, you would probably starve. And they tended to be in dungeons, so they were dark, smelly, and run by tough characters. The guards were usually pretty tough, as if you escaped, they paid for it with their lives, if they were lucky-if not they took your place in jail. Let's say that the escape rate was negligible, if at all. Maybe that is why when the disciples were praying for Peter to escape, and he showed up at their door, they didn't believe it was him at first. Remember that the next time you pray for a miracle and God answers-and it is not what you expected, but what you desired.
But there are other prisons that we find ourselves in, sometimes self incarcerated. Although we would never admit it. Theresa likes watching the HGTV channel, and we watch the first time buyers. "I must have it," she says, as her husband relents, although they are only $50k above their budget, which is only $50k above what they can afford. And they end up with a house that owns them. That after the facade of new ownership erodes, which coincides with their first payment, find the house owns them. All the dreams that danced in their heads of expensive cabinets, and picnic decks go out the window as their new dream is just to cover all the bills, and have enough left to super size their next big night out. And somewhere down the road, after finally redesigning their home to what they had originally seen it as, they put the home of their dreams up for sale, and begin the process of broken dreams, and broken wallets all over again. Not learning from their first experience. "I just must have a new home," she says, and as her husband relents, thinks of all the free time he earned that he just traded away. "Yes , dear."
Cars and motorcycles are no different. Growing up back east it was not unusual to see brand new Cadillacs in the ghettos, next to houses made of tarpaper and crates. They would finance your car up to 10 years, and if it was still running, or hadn't rusted away, would finance you for the next decade. 20 years, which equals a score, and you still hadn't. The car owned you, the only enjoyment was showing it off to those who didn't have one, and thought you were cool-but secretly glad they didn't have your bills for it. Motorcycles are no different, as I see young servicemen, turning over half their pay to a motorcycle payment. For something they sell at a loss when deployed, and have to store outside, and watch it rust away as the salt air eats it up-just like the payments eat up their income-slowly and painfully. Suddenly how fast it goes is changed to how fast can I get rid of it-sad.
The last group of prisoners are ones who have a concession to style-the trendy ones. They always have the latest style-but hey, so do I-when are jeans and t-shirts out of style? And when has leather been not cool? But you know the ones, never see the same outfit twice, and it must be a brand name-the correct name or her friends will talk. When at Land Rover we used to laugh at them-first buying a $70k, 4 wheel drive car when living in San Diego, and not being able to afford it. Wearing all the right clothes when bringing it in for free service, the only time you saw many of them, and then complaining to their husbands, whose main weakness is poor taste in women. And the cycle continues.
God tells us to be content with what we have-we do not know what tomorrow brings. And when I see the prisons we find ourselves in when we don't obey, I wonder if we ever learn. We get so upset when God tells us no, but forget how he is trying to protect us from what lays ahead. We forget how the economy shifted, and those who paid $1million for a $500k house are losing them. The luxury cars sit for sale, or repoed, and the designer clothes go to Goodwill. Where some of the best bargains are found and being worn by the same people we used to make fun of-now they look trendy and you don't.
God says he desires that no man be a debtor, and as a society we are learning that. But are we learning the spiritual application? Do we turn to God, and thank Him when the answer is no, knowing that a better yes is coming? Do we wait patiently for His answer, and thank Him when it arrives? Do we recognize His answer? Do we believe Him when He says as the spiritual man grows, so does the outer man? Or are we living in a spiritual prison, where the sins of the world and the flesh have taken us over-and where once fruit of the spirit blossomed, now the weeds of sin have taken over? Today is the day of salvation. The same bad decision that got you in, can be turned around by a good decision to get you out. It is not too late to change the road you are on. No matter what denomination or creed you live by, the answer is the same-repent! Turn it over to God, and go the right direction. Get released from the prison you have willfully entered into, and be set free! God has an escape route from every sin-Jesus, and when calling on Him you will be set free.
But remember there are consequences for sin, and like those in jail, you must pay man's price for the sin against man. Foreclosure, repossession, and unemployment run rampant-consider them next time you must have whatever it is you must have. Remember what ever you worship, owns you. Now for the final question-what or who do you worship? Who owns you? GMAC or GOD? I have found God's way more forgiving, and He accepts no credit-all of you or nothing. No free interest-only a 100% interest in you. All paid in full at the cross. A debt you could never handle-and a release from a prison you could never escape from. So turn to Him today, no matter your circumstances, and watch as when you turn your debt over to Him, He will balance the books, in your favor for a change. But you gotta let Him. Can you? Will you? Some prisons don't have walls or water surrounding them, only a hard heart. That no man can break down. Be like Peter, let God find you a way out! And stay out! Make God the only desire of your heart-and watch as you grow richer than you ever thought possible-in Christ.
love with compassion,
Mike
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