Tuesday, April 15, 2014

old songs, old car, old girls-they just seem new now










You may listen to classic rock, but I was there.  I remember when FM was an unexpected surprise on your friend’s parents radio, and you could listen to album cuts, not just the scaled down AM version.  I was thrilled the first time I heard “Light My Fire” by The Doors album version.  Almost 7 minutes-or the length of three songs on WABC, the most powerful AM station in the world.  A whole side of an album, Side 1, with hit after hit, and I was there.  We had WNEW-FM, the first rock station with no format, compare that to today’s preprogrammed radio, packaged and sent out to stations everywhere.  We had Pete Fornatale, Allison Steele, the NIghtBird, Scott Muni, and others who would stir our souls with great music depending on their moods.  Ever hear Sgt. Pepper played by side instead of song, we did.  There was even a long version of American Pie, you think the one played often today is long!  We heard cuts from Chicago, Lighthouse, Gordon Lightfoot before you could read his mind, Ten Wheel Drive, jazz that wasn’t smooth, and live concerts.  This was New York City in the 1967-72 period, and music was fresh, alive, and exciting.  I can still hear Nicky Hopkins playing piano for Quicksilver....or is it all in a dream?
For oldies we had WCBS-FM, playing greaser music from the 50’s, although only 10-15 years old, it was oldies, because music was moving so fast.  And so moods still filled a spot our radio pushbuttons.  WQIV, with King Biscuit Flour Hour, live concerts, where a room full of audience made it sound like a concert hall of 10,000 listening.  Groups from England like Camel, beautiful instrumentals, Andy Ward the drummer the brother of Ian who I worked with.  10 CC, playing Rubber Bullets, Eric Anderson’s unreal solo voice, and so many groups who never were one hit wonders, but whose music lived on in the special moment we first heard it.  Today they call it Classic, back then it was new and exciting...and bought on albums, with two sides, each side produced to fit a mood....but to the new generation hearing them they only sound new.
But it just wasn’t the music, it was getting your license, and the first date, the first real date, a car date, with the radio playing and helping to set the mood.  Times you remember like they were yesterday, and they were-many yesterdays ago.  Driving to the lake, and the radio cutting in and out as you dipped in valleys, looking at your watch nervously, counting the minutes you had left until the car and you had to be home...passing the time with music.  Maybe listening to Don McLean, putting your date in the mood, trying to coax her closer to you, sitting on bench seats, in a four door sedan.  Maybe your parent’s car had a rear speaker, not many stereos in cars yet, or you had an 8-track, and you could pick from four tracks at any one time.  It was the music that set the mood, the car that took you there, and the girl who object of it all....old songs, old cars, and old girls-and in our memories they only seem new now.  We were pre-classic, no Classic Coke yet either, and we looked forward, just not to Viet Nam.  And today when we hear the same Led Zeppelin songs over and over, when you hear Layla in two versions, when Blood,Sweat, and Tears meant “You’ve Made Me So Very Happy, when Country Joe asked “what are we fightin’ for,” and Elton John sang “Your Song,” we were living it, we were there.  Never did we think that we would become classics, Classical music was for longhairs, we had longhair, but they were the originals.  So when talking with younger people, and they ask did you ever hear of Jim Croce, they just heard him on the radio, your mind goes back 40 years, before his plane crash and his songs moved you.  We were so busy making memories that we were looking ahead, not looking back.  But things were changing, Fillmore East was closed, FM was discovered by the trendy folks, and soon it was like AM.  Muscle cars soon became extinct due to insurance regulations, horsepower gave way to miles per gallon, and your date now wanted a relationship before that first kiss.  “Do you respect me?” she’d ask, and of course we lied “yes.”  We had dreams, visions, expectations, and tomorrow.  We had music that moved us, cars that excited us, and  girls to remember.  And today when we hear that song, we go back, before we were classics, and we were making the memories instead of reliving them.  We know what it was like, if only history would do us and it justice.
And then along came Jesus into my life, and it all changed.  We are told to not let the customs of the world transform us, but we were already transformed, we just weren’t Born Again.  We had it all, except we had nothing, something was missing.  We heard of God, even used His name in vain, but when He became real, it all changed.  Suddenly music changed, and to me it all died in 1975 when I was Born Again.  Music after 1975 just doesn’t do it for me, I had heard a new song, and old girls, old cars, and old songs were behind me.  I truly had a future, but was caught in the past.  It would eventually take a miracle to get me out of Jersey, but the memories of nights listening to WNEW-FM still remain.  They had set a tone of freedom, of free thought, to ask questions and search for musical answers, sadly they didn’t know they were only to be found in Jesus.  So when scripture tells us to be transformed in the way we think, we don’t get it.  Our heart has changed, but we think the same, at least for a while.  Then we begin to see who we are in Christ, and we find ourselves thinking different, a different attitude, a fresh outlook.  And just like the first time we heard FM with no format, we find life has new format, and we have a freedom we didn’t know existed.  We are free from religion, Jesus is the new format, and He wails when He enters your life.  His song is new, although over 2000 years old.  And that day becomes the day of demarcation-BC and AD, before and after.  But the memories still play the same...
Are you still longing for the good old days?  Is your life filled with the past, because you feel you have no future?  Are the old songs still fresh, the old girls the same?  Do old cars take you back?  Then you are not alone, in fact you are more normal than you may care to admit.  But now my memories take me back, and allow me to look ahead.  I have a purpose, a desire for more out of life, and Jesus fulfills it.  His song is new every morning, and fresh.  His memories to come excite me, and remind me of how far I have come, and how my mind has been renewed.  But the old songs also remind me of how close I had come to not finding Him, if not for the grace of God, I too would only have memories, and lsiten to Classic Rock.  But for me Jesus has become that rock, a late night DJ when I need one to play the tunes my heart needs.  To take me back, and bring me back.  Every day with Him seems new, and the memories fresher.
Do you desire new memories, or do the old ones still haunt you?  Have your mind transformed today, your heart changed, and a new song played-the song of Jesus.  Tunes you never heard, words with meaning, and true love, all the things we were looking for  back then.  For some things don’t change, like Jesus, but we can.  Classic or not-old songs, old girls, and old cars can all seem new again, when our future is based on Christ.  Put Him in the first groove and let Him wail!
love with compassion,
Mike
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