Thursday, June 26, 2014

two years ago









“Except for the grace of God” we say, “there go I.”  But what if you were that I, and God’s grace wasn’t there?  Let me take you back two years ago, to an event we celebrated the two year anniversary of yesterday.  June 25th will always be a special date to me and my family, it was the day I should have died, but for the grace of God, here I am.  We were on vacation riding to Wisconsin, when I got sick in Durango.  After being told my kidneys were functioning less than 50%, a trip to the ER found I had some serious heart problems, two to be exact at the time.  I had a staph infection that had filled the pericardial sac with pus, and an aneurism on the back of my aorta.  I was life flighted to Albuquerque, 250 miles away, Theresa not knowing if she would ever see me alive again.  But we were about to find out how amazing His grace truly is.  A skin had formed over the aneurism, think of a tire tube about to bust, with a patch over it, the grace was already in action.  And how God not only knows His plans for us, but is in full control.  When I landed, I was described as the sickest person they had ever seen who wasn’t dead, and was to come as close to death as you can without dying.  The miracles had already begun.
My heart had been drained, and I was scheduled for aorta repair on the 25th by Dr. Peter Walinsky.  The aorta being the largest artery I your body, the size of your thumb.  Who after researching my symptoms, found only one other recorded case, and a friend of his from med school had done the surgery.  Coincidence?  Not in God’s world.  Now either problem is deadly, and later I was told the success rate for aneurism repair on the aorta is a whopping 3%!  But I was about to make medical history that day, as when Peter opened me up, he found my heart 95% blocked with pus, and backing up into my lungs.  And then when he touched my aorta-it exploded.  You are dead in 2 heartbeats then-but here I am-except for the grace of God there I wouldn’t have been.  But after 5 1/2 hours of my heart being out of my body, a transplant can be done in 4 hours, I was alive, with a plastic aorta, and my wife being told I should be dead, and he couldn’t promise I would last 12 hours, maybe the longest 12 hours of our marriage.  But again the grace of God was present, as her sister came out, Christopher came back from Spain, and Andrew was still recovering from a bad motocross accident at home.  Theresa had many things to deal with....again how amazing grace is.
I would spend a total of 30 days in the hospital, 20 in Cardiac Critical Care, and 12 in a coma.  But God provided, from a home for Theresa and then us when I got out, a couple we didn’t know had a home and offered it to us free of charge.  The importance of the body of Christ.  I was supposed to be in rehab for 30 days, after 5 days I was discharged, walking out, being told there was no reason I needed to be there.  Can the dead really walk?  The infectious disease clinic gave Theresa their home numbers in case she need help changing my meds, and cleaning my pic lines.  And after having to put up $7000 for the first month’s meds, when I had a reaction to them, they changed them to a less expensive one and refunded my money.  Another first I’m told, again His grace is sufficient.  And on August 5, 2012, I was totally free from any restrictions.  My last visit to Peter’s office had a simple prayer, that he would have to see my pic lines and scar to know I had surgery.  And when greeted by Jason, when he saw me, he exclaimed, “wow Mike, if I didn’t see your pic lines, I wouldn’t know you had surgery.”  And after the exam, and finding out that I had healed in days or weeks instead of months or years, when we left Peter told me it was evident that God had intervened.  And I could write many more pages about the daily miracles God showed us, and that He continues to show us.
Coincidence some may say, that a cardiologist and a motorcycle shop owner may be best friends in a city of 650,000, but not to God. I had decided I wasn’t an invalid, but a miracle, every doctor and nurse I had met, and still meet tell me I should be dead, and I wanted to be out among the living.  So we went by PJ’s Triumph in Albuquerque, we had known him for years.  He was astounded when he saw me, and when asked what happened, Theresa filled him in.  When he asked the doctor’s name, and she said “Walinsky,”  he shouted “Peter!  He’s my best friend.  He told me this was the hardest surgery he ever did.”  And told me to stop by anytime to rehab, and when I was released to ride, he would loan me a bike.  And the grace continued....as 7 weeks after surgery, I would ride again.  But God wasn’t done, I had more to share of His grace.  On my one year anniversary, I had an ultrasound done.  The doctor who did it told me “if I hadn’t seen your scar and read your chart, there is no evidence you have a new aorta.  It is seamless, and no scars!”  All praise to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!
And yesterday was my to year anniversary.  My infectious disease doctor told me months ago my checkups only needed to be yearly, when she first read my charts, she cried.  She calls me “Miracle Mike,” I like that.  And seeing my primary care doctor yesterday, we both rejoiced.  He cannot believe what I went through, and how far God has brought me.  Then to my local cardiologist, who still shakes his head, and tells me I shouldn’t be alive.  The same words Peter greeted me with when I woke up.  Dr. Gorwit gave me a thumbs up, and told me to “quit bothering him, and see him in a year.”  My heart is strong, no signs of any problems-get on with my life!  So I had to call Peter, who is very busy.  I knew I had little chance of getting to him, but in the excitement I tried any way.  When I was asked “who should I say was calling?” I told him “just tell him it is the hardest surgery he ever did.”  And when he answered, I was shocked!  And when I asked if he remembered me, he told me he would never forget me.  For it was also his wedding anniversary on June 20th, this was his 20th, and he was so glad to hear from me.  I had made his day, and we agreed to talk again on every June 20th.  I think it is safe to say Mrs. Walinsky will never have to remind her husband of their anniversary!  And this one is really from the heart!
Today Jesus Christ is still in the miracle business.  And I am blessed to share my story whenever I can.  For He tells us in Revelation 1 that John bore witness to Him, and we should also tell others, bear witness of Him.  So I am thankful to be here, for my wife and sons, for Peter, but most of all Jesus.  If His grace is that amazing here, I cannot wait for heaven.  And tomorrow Theresa and I will leave on an 11 day ride, two years ago we never could have imagined it.  I used to think that as you get older time goes faster, but I find that it is me getting slower.  I am happy to spend whatever time I have with the best friend and riding partner I could ever have, Theresa.  And to still be her husband, and still be my sons’s father.  For grace kept me here so she isn’t a widow, and they aren’t orphans.  And so we ride knowing God’s grace will always be sufficient.  And if you have any questions, I have a scar to prove Jesus was on my heart, and in my heart, still today.  Anniversaries may come and go-Jesus is forever!
love with compassion,
Mike
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