Monday, July 27, 2015

it is easier to ask forgiveness than permission














We never quite know what lies ahead on the road we are traveling.  When in a hurry, whether it be for a time on our schedule, hunger driven by where to eat, or looking for gas before we go into the push mode, we can always look back, look ahead with great expectation, but realize that we spend most of our time in the right now.  How many conversations are of roads passed by wondering where they wander, or of places we wished we would have stopped.  Old drive ins where the smell of cheeseburgers draws us in, but we ride on.  Cycle shops that caught our eye, but not our brand.  Or worse yet, our brand, and we miss the chance for just the t-shirt we were looking for.  All have happened to us, and it seems many of our best road side interludes are not planned, but based on a split second decision when they catch our attention.  One of of our unofficial riding rules is never go back the way we came, and in doing so miss the second chance to correct our first bad decision.  So over the miles we now stop when something catches our eye, or someone on the road tells us about it.  We plan days crammed with lesser miles, and end up riding more, while seeing more as we go.  All because we follow our instinct of what, where, why is that catching our attention.  But it really comes down to one simple premise, we don’t know if we will ever get back that way again.
Sometimes it a simple thing like the day we rode over 400 miles in Florida, only to arrive 135 miles from where we started.  Getting caught in rain, but finding a Honda store just closing, but had enough time to sell us a $10 “Stupid Hurts” shirt I had been looking for. Made my day.  Another time it was taking the wrong Y when we came to it, and finding Vallecito Lake, and ending up moving there.  Sure beat the Jaycee picnic I was invited to.  Or wandering into the Jackson Inn, out of gas, but not out of hunger, and needing a place to stay.  The hotel part was closed, still renovating, but we could stay if we didn’t mind unpacking the mattresses.  We did and it turned out to be their 100th birthday that night, celebrated over the best pan fried steak I ever had.  Sometimes the middle of nowhere is exactly where you need to be.  Or the desk clerk at the motel in Victoria, giving me the key the closed pool and spa, we had it to ourselves, after she called ahead for the restaurant to stay open after we arrived late, and without a reservation.   All unplanned, but all welcome on the ride.
So we ride alone, no group or crowd rides as I refer to them, for in a group you need to get the crowd’s permission.  They travel like Goldilocks, food must satisfy all, motels the same, and they ride a homogenized ride, filled with Denny’s and Holiday Inns.  I have been told I ride too fast, too far, or to too out of the way places.  So we ride alone, and our stories of where we ate, rode, slept, and what we saw are always the topic of conversation.  As expressed by Bruce on a Canadian ride, “how do you find these places?”  He spent the morning looking for a landmark he had read about, we spent it at the Trev Deeley Museum.  Upstairs in an old warehouse, since moved, we saw the original, and upon arriving we sat in the President’s office, he wanted to here about our trip and our rides.  And gave us access to the limited access museum.  But the highlight which should been the museum, could have been the trade magazine doing an article, ended up when a man in a wheelchair showed up, and they had no elevator.  And with his permission, used a fork lift to lift him into freight door just like they had for the 50+ motor cycles upstairs.  His smile later told more than words, he had seen something many others had never even heard of.  Trev Deeley is the Harley Davidson importer for almost 100 years.  Talk about history....And as our travels go, finding it easier to ask forgiveness when we see something and stop, than ask for permission.  Best expressed by the desk clerk at the Cedar Grove Inn.  Our AC had quit in the middle of the night, so we found another room, it just happened to be where General Grant had slept when he won Vicksburg.  Even his bed, the most expensive room in the place.  When we told her when checking out, her response was simple, “I’m glad someone had the sense to do the right thing.”  Ah, Southern hospitality...
Prayer may have had something to do with all these, but we seldom ask God about every move we make.  Not the relationship that brags of trusting him.  Some will take a fatalistic attitude, of why pray, God is going to do his will anyway.  Some just ask foolishly, or non-specific.  Some add if its your will...we find it is easier to just ride.  When God travels with you, you just know when and where to stop.  More than a feeling, beyond words, it comes from knowing him, and being in fellowship with him.  Meditating as Psalm 1 says, we prefer to think of it as hanging out with Jesus.  So why ask God?  Because prayer is more than asking, because it involves listening.  Which is more important, why ask if you don’t want an answer?  And so we go down many roads not planned, maybe not even prayed for, but trusting God to bless us.  Some are timid in asking, I prefer the personal approach.  Knowing Jesus, and living in the spirit.  Not just asking, but doing, knowing that if I am wrong I can ask forgiveness and receive it.  While some still seek permission, and do nothing.  The only things you really fail at are the ones you never try.  Which is why so many never leave the four walls of church, never get out among the people like Jesus advised us, and see where the blessings and action are.  They live in a homogenized world, only know Christians, only use Christians for work, and only hang out with others who believe as they do.  Raising their kids the same way, and wondering why they fail when out in the world.  Never reaching beyond what they think God has for them...not knowing they are not trusting God.  Never really sharing the gospel, and missing out on seeing the Bible come alive when you spend time with God-alone.  Or riding.  Outside the safety of the church.  Where did Jesus spend most of his time?  Not in church...on the road.  Do we see a theme here?  He was out among the people, imagine if he had to ask the Pharisees permission to be out among the poor, homeless, hookers, bikers, and others who didn’t measure up?  Where would you be?  Where would he find you now?
So we ride places, see things, stop and check things out when we are on the road.  We may never return there, why miss a blessing?  Or a memory, a testimony?  You may be called upon by God to minister, and be blessed.  It can happen anywhere, at any time.  On a tour of the Ephrata Cloisters, a religious village in Pennsylvania, after the tour the guide asked the group if there were any questions.  The Cloisters were a village where people waited for the return of Jesus, and they wanted to be ready.  So the guide mentioned the rapture many times, and when asked about it, didn’t really know.  So I did, to a room full of people, I shared the gospel.  Not asking permission, the spirit gave me words, and many were interested.  The guide was relieved, and our day was made.  If we had asked, I might have been turned down, but God had a different ending.  So it is easier to trust God, and maybe have to ask forgiveness, than to ask permission and be refused.  Life is not a safe, secure ride, it is the detours that often make it exciting.  Interesting, and worth it.  Dare to trust God, follow his spirit, and see where he guides.  And never ride alone.  Jesus offers forgiveness, you don’t need his permission to be saved.  Accept his invitation today and start living.  His will be done, but only if you know him personally.  What would Jesus do?  You have to ask?
love with compassion,
Mike
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