Wednesday, July 8, 2015

weekend with Bernie





After my first executive position with a secretary, who was Columbian and spoke no English except for “OK, Mike,” at my next job I had a real secretary.  Who spoke English, and I shared her with two others, than three.  Her name was Bernice, known as Bernie, and she was older than me, but not quite old enough to be my mother.  And at first I had trouble asking her to do things for me, because of her being older, but when reminded that I had no trouble asking my Mother things, interpreted as demanding, I got better at it.  And it was her job, and she was pretty good at it.  Particularly when having to juggle demands from four men, where maturity had skipped a generation.  My two bosses were both married, but womanizers, I tripped over one in safe light conditions with another woman, not his wife, and the other one said things in front of Bernie that made me embarrassed for her.  But she held her own, and as any good secretary does, a bit of mothering was involved.  She was very attractive, and would flirt enough with them just so they knew who was really in charge, while maintaining a certain dignity in the office.  She was tough enough that even the dirtiest jokes wouldn’t faze her, but ladylike enough that they would always apologize afterwards.  A mutual respect kept us all working together, and I was amazed at how anything ever got done, seems it was always play time, and work breaks followed coffee sessions that had lasted for hours.  If this was how big business was conducted, I wondered how anything ever got done.  I only hoped that my mother and father conducted themselves better at work and when out, for I would be embarrassed if my mother was talked to this way, and if my father talked to another woman this way.  Fortunately they never gave me a reason to worry.
Did I mention that Bernie was married?  And that she was coming up on her 20th wedding anniversary?  During the many coffee breaks we all shared together, we learned all about her husband Bob.  She loved him dearly, always bragged about him, and let the other two know that she was a one woman man, and he was it.  Monday mornings were filled with what “Bob and I” did  last weekend, and the other girls when gathering were always jealous of her and Bob, and their love for each other.  So when her 20th approached, they were making big plans, and she tantalized the girls with them, while chastising the other men for not showing love and respect for their wives.  Although we never met Bob, we all were in silent admiration of him, and Bernie.  And as the perfect weekend in the Catskills unfolded, she gave hints of her weekend to come.  It seemed every moment was choreographed, from arriving, to dinner, to Saturday’s activities, to Saturday night, when they would celebrate 20 years.  Jokes were made to her about consummating the marriage that night, but Bernie just shrugged them off, telling them they were jealous, while I just listened.  Saturday night was their night, and the weekend with Bernie was about to begin.
Now being the jokesters my two bosses were, they had to do something, but with the anniversary couple 200 miles away that presented a problem.  And their childlike minds were active for days, until when sitting in a meeting, Walter’s pager went off.  Remember Dr. Beeper on Caddyshack, just like that.  And the idea was born.  Walter would place his beeper in Bernie’s bag when she left, a bag she went everywhere with, and tell the service no calls for the weekend.  With only him being allowed to call.  And the plan was Saturday night at 1130, when per the schedule they would be back in their cottage, full of wine and romance, he would call.  Cruel but funny, depending on which side you were on.  And Walter giggled all day Friday waiting for Saturday night.  And at 1130 he called the beeper, and laughed himself to sleep.  And couldn’t wait until Monday morning to see Bernie’s face, and see how mad she was.  We all got to work before her, and she came in beaming after her perfect weekend.  She bragged about how everything was perfect, and when asked how Saturday night was, smiled and sighed, making me blush.  And as much as Walter tried to ply any words about the beeper going off, she never said a word.  Which drove him crazy, and after all day of wondering what wet wrong, confronted her with what he had done. 
It seemed the pager had gone off at 1130, just like planned, and did for almost 20 minutes.  They didn’t know what it was, and had called security, who finally found the pager after going through her luggage.  Bob was mad, Bernie madder, but they decided to play possum, and not say a word.  The joke would be ineffective if they got upset, so when the pager was found, and the security men asked her what she wanted to do with it, she requested a hammer, and the two beat it into pieces.  Placed it in a bag, and she gave it to Walter when he couldn’t hold out any longer.  The joke may have started out to be on her, but he had underestimated Bob, and got back  his pager in pieces.  Which he paid for, no questions asked, and sulked for days.  Not for the price of the pager, about $100, but that she and Bob had gotten the best of him.  The weekend with Bernie didn’t turn out like he planned, and all joking in the office was to cease for some time to come.  Walter had won a battle, Bernie won the war.  And for weeks would have her friends call Walter on his beeper at unopportune times, she had the final word.  Many times over.  Case closed.
When we talk of spiritual maturity, I often think of Walter and his immature prank he played on Bernie.  But more of how he ended up being the victim.  It has been said that paybacks are a &^*%^, so I find that I try to do unto others as I would have done to me.  And I don’t carry a beeper, or cell phone.  It seems when joking gets out of hand, someone gets hurt.  And our walk with Christ can be like that.  Satan cannot prevent us from becoming a Christian, but he can make our growth process painful.  By trying to divert our attention to anything or anyone but Jesus, when we don’t grow in Christ, we don’t mature in our walk.  We become disappointed, doubtful of God’s claims, and soon fall into bad company.  Stop fellowshipping with others, quit praying, reading the Bible, and caring for others.  We stumble, sometimes fall, and it takes a beeper going off in our lives to remind us of our salvation.  Paul refers to this as a “thorn in the flesh,” as a messenger sent from God to remind him to continually seek Jesus, and how we need him daily.  In all aspects of our life.  Yet this thorn is always from someone close to us, a fellow Christian who is struggling, has a wrong doctrine, or is jealous.  A friend, an evangelist once told me if it wasn’t for other Christians he would have no enemies, and many times that has proven true in my own walk.  But when I see how God has placed them there, how it turned me to him, I see how all things work out for me, just as scripture promises, because I love the Lord, and he has given me purpose.  Walter had provided a wake up call as a joke, God sends them to wake us up.  To get us back to him, to repent and go on. To mature in Christ, and to be an example to others.  We all laughed at the prospect of Bernie’s weekend, but secretly we were bothered by it afterwards.  A lesson to remember when plotting a joke.  And how when paybacks come, the joke wasn’t that funny.  You see we truly reap what we sow, so sow seeds of love, joy, compassion, all based on the love of Jesus Christ.  Let your attitudes and words reflect him in your life.  And when the weekends come, rest assured in his grace.  Safe in your salvation which can never be taken away from you.  Yes we will be tormented, doubt, sin and sin again, but we are forgiven.  And once our name is written in the book of life, it is there forever.  We may turn away, but Jesus sticks with us. 
So stay in the Word, stay in fellowship, and keep praying.  But listen to what the spirit has to say, and be guided by it.  And when the thorns torment your flesh, turn to Jesus.  It is us who stray, not him.  Sometimes it is a small thorn, but to me sometimes I feel like I fell into a sticker bush, but God ‘s grace is sufficient.   Just what I need, when I need it.  Someone rather than something.  It is in the tough times we grow, we mature in Christ.  Paul knew that, and rejoiced.  I know it, but have trouble rejoicing.  I’m still a work in process, immature, but saved.  The one who can give life, who gave you life is there to protect you.  And to heal the wounds from the thorns.  No one else can or ever will. 
Jesus Christ must be more than a Bible study.  More than a Sunday tradition, and more than a lifestyle.  When he is the center of your life you grow in grace.  It takes a commitment, one he has made to you.  As the saying goes “no pain, no gain.”  But we know that it was “his pain, for our gain.”  And if he suffered, we will too, but will be risen with him.  The world may put beepers in our lives to annoy, only God will turn them to times of glory.  And when he is glorified, we get the blessings.  So turn off all electrical devices for a minute, and concentrate on God.  Let him grow you in grace, be diligent about your relationship with him, and when the devil calls, turn to Jesus and say “it’s for you.” 
The parable of the weekend at Bernie’s.  The ad asked what’s in your wallet, it didn’t ask what is in your purse.  Jesus wants to know what is in your heart.  That beeping just may be the spirit calling you back to him.  And your answer is....
love with compassion,
Mike
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