Monday, December 10, 2012

when I'm 64...









In my quest yesterday to find something other than a retired NFL player giving me his input on the recent NFL player tragedies, I found solace in the Biography Channel, chronicling Led Zeppelin. Seems whoever made this documentary loved them very much, and repeated more than once how they were the best band in the world. He never revealed his age or sources, I wonder had he ever heard of the Rolling Stones, who turn 50 this year? The Beach Boys, same age, America's Band? How about so many other groups that shaped the 50's and 60's, and dominate Classic Rock today? How can he not even mention the Beatles, arguably the best and most influential, but never show up on lists as they are not worthy of them-they flat out are the best-#1 on a list of their own. You makes yer choices, and you takes yer chances. But as I watched recent footage of Robert Plant, the question no one has the courage to ask, "what does it take to make Keith Richard look good?" was answered. Like too many of my generation, you could tell the effects of too many parties, too many drugs, and the shrines made to Jack Daniels. He looked horrible, note to Keith-stand next to him at the next photo op-you'll look years younger, and not quite so embalmed.
Interestingly so many other superstars weathered their careers, and looked and sounded like normal businessmen, even in suits and conservative haircuts. You would never guess who they were or what they had done. In their late sixties, or early seventies, they still looked presentable, and could form words into a sentence-what did Robert just say? Sadly his once sexy blond locks now looked like a matted mess-arranged to cover the too many wrinkles-Dazed and Confused, Robert? And how many of us have uttered the famous words, "if I knew I was going to live this long I would have taken better care of myself." State's example 1 and 2.
But on any list, there are some who make it, some who are overlooked, and some who are listed that never should have been. Hey, it's their list, you make your own. So reading through a list last week of best motorcycle racers from the golden age of racing, 50-80's, I found the list to include many I would have. But the order was a bit out of my order, and when Kenny Roberts, Malcolm Smith, and Freddie Spencer were 23, 24, and 25 respectively, I wondered what could this man have been thinking? King Kenny? Who would have put Cal Rayborn all the way down at 14? And I started to question the list and even more the man's criteria, until it dawned on me-they were in alphabetical order! Like wake up Mike and pay attention. No wonder the best were low down on the list-their names didn't lend them the criteria to gain a top spot. No mention was made of the alphabetical priorities, but when I saw it, it all made sense, as far as the listings. Many great names and memories gone, and not all recorded on tape, as they made their name on the track and not the studio, so any still shots or home movies we see of them are not quite album cover ready. But maybe that just helps stir the memories better...
I was in ninth grade at Terrill Jr. High when Neil Collier brought in the first Led Zeppelin album. He worked in AV, past home of today's computer geeks, and had set it up to listen on headphones...and also in the pre-media center library-WOW! No one ever sounded like this-and the louder the better, which finally someone ratted us out to Mr. Addessa, our attitude to the library changed forever. Rock and roll it was! And they don't sound the same remixed or digitally sanitized-you need the crackly speakers, and the wow and flutter of an old turntable-even the album cover was used for sinister purposes back then. Try all that on a CD, too clean and they just don't sound like we remembered them. And so it goes with racers too, as many limp along from race crashes and too many years of riding crouched over-the only thing they all have in common is they would all do it over again given the chance. Somehow old racers look like old racers, maybe the old Dodge van with the BELL Helmet stickers give them away...
Often times after sharing my testimony, I am asked the same question, would you do it all over again? And yes I would, even knowing the pain and disappointments of life. Don't even have to think it over, YES! You see it was the hard times that brought me closer to Jesus, to know Him better-not just know about Him. When sick He was and still is my great physician. Without Him how would we have raised a family on our incomes? How would we have gotten over the pain of betrayal without Him standing with us, He knows all about betrayal. And it is the good times we enjoyed because of His mercy and grace, and times spent enjoying long rides and great meals together. Things that if we had to make a list couldn't, it would take too long, and no way I could prioritize them. Knowing Jesus is like that...just like He said, no library could ever hold all the things He had done, is doing, and will do. Each one of us is part of His library, a personal volume telling all about us, with one interesting part left out-our pre-Jesus sin. For just like the faith Hall of Fame in Hebrews, where all these are mentioned, none of their sin is. And reading about them in the Old Testament, these were some pretty rough dudes. Murders, whores, thieves, and the like-the difference being Jesus. And I wouldn't want to risk saying no to Him!
How would your list read? Sit down and write down all the things important to you in the order you think of them. Then put then in the right order, and pray over them. Jesus, family, church, ministry...yours may vary. But without Jesus first anything else is just a list and not a praise report. Family next-without taking care of them you are worse than an infidel. You do the rest. And let me know, share some testimonies.
These are the good old days...classic if you will. Spend some time with Jesus tonight and add to them. It's ok if some sound better on CD, just don't neglect the old 45's. Old songs like old racers seem to go on forever...only in Jesus will we. Limping into the future beats not getting there at all...Will you still need me, will you still feed me, when I'm 64?
love with compassion,
Mike
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