Friday, March 8, 2013

darkness on the edge of town








Riding east into Xenia, Ohio, the sun was brightly reflecting off my rear view mirrors. But up ahead was quite a contrast, as the sky was as black as night, and it was only 430pm-I was riding into a storm, and from the wind and rain hitting me in the face, I started to look for shelter. And then the rains hit-hard and fast, and before I knew it, I was riding in water over my foot pegs. So getting off at the next exit, I turned off onto the exit ramp, and as I rode to go under the over pass, I came upon a Mazda, with water over its hood, and up to the windshield. No place to stop, I kept going, around it, and rode through with water almost to the top of the tank on the Tiger-pretty high stuff on this dual-purpose bike. But somehow managed to keep going, leaving the Mazda in my wake. Going up a small grade, I pulled into a gas station, and parked under the overhang, as the rain only got worse, and then the thunder and lightning, cool stuff under any other conditions. Trying to pull off my helmet, the ground shook with a bang, and I saw lightning hitting the bowling alley in back of the station-about 200 yards away. Suddenly the gas station wasn’t quite the safe haven I had first pulled into, and as flames erupted from the bowling alley, I had to consider what was worse, a soaking or a burning! Within seconds, which seemed like minutes, fire trucks pulled up to the fire, and quickly put it out. I was not only amazed at how fast they responded, but how the fire still burnt in this storm. And how within this ten minute episode, I had blue and gray skies, high and low ground, fire and rain, and safety and imminent danger, all within a mile of each other. But I was safe, albeit soaked through my rain suit, and still had another 100 miles to my motel destination that night. Cold, wet, squishy, and hungry-not at all the plan for the day, and then the sun came out-and dried everything but me. I can still see the looks on the other diners’ faces at the Bob Evans as I sat eating my hot turkey dinner, while shaking. Everyone else in summer clothes, and not even a raincoat or umbrella in sight. And I wondered if the Mazda driver was among them, giving me the eye, maybe for not stopping to help. Maybe an episode for the Twilight Zone, but too real for me.
Wet weather riding is not a favorite among those of us who ride, but you know when riding back east, storms will hit. Afternoon showers on this September afternoon not unexpected, just uninvited. And as the skies got brighter, a not so dark shade of gray, I looked forward to tomorrow, with only a 20% chance of rain-hey that gave me an 80% chance of no rain. If only the 80/20 rule worked for weather. But I was safe, everything would dry that night, and after eating at Bob Evans, why don’t we have anything like this in California, I slept good. But was up early to the sound of thunder. Fortunately it was a group of Harley riders taking off early, so I rolled over and slept another hour. Just in time for the sun being my wake up call. The rains would wait until later, when I had no place to stop, so rode on-for another 100 miles or so. And for whatever reason I kept singing the Allman Bros. chorus, “you’re my blue sky, you’re my sunny day, Lord you know it makes me high, when you turn your love my way...”
Lord you know. Words to hang on, and words to trust in. Amazing in the entire ordeal, I hadn’t got scared, but only anxious, and that was when waiting to use the rest room while the bowling alley burnt. Somehow I knew God had everything in control, even though the skies, rain, fire, and fire fighters said different. I was more concerned at first for a woman in a black car almost backing into me, don’t hit my bike after all I had just gone through! But somehow I had this peace, one I didn’t get then, and don’t get know, but I knew God was there, in the blue skies, just the other side of the rain. Maybe there was some truth to the song, “Lord I know you make me high when you turn your love my way.” And in the storm, He was there with me in the midst of it, keeping me safe. He had taken me through the storm, not around it. Giving me a chance to see His grace and mercy at work. Not a valley of the shadow of death, but one that anyone with common sense should have been scared of, but I rode on. Jesus Christ in a life will do that. Urging you on, despite the odds, keeping you safe in the storm. And remembering the safest place to be is where God wants you-I‘m glad He didn’t want me in the Mazda that day. Or bowling either. But riding, and He was with me. Never leaving me, nor forsaking me. He was the rider on the storm with me, wet, cold, upset, but not scared.
I had survived the darkness on the edge of town. I had come through the storm, and would ride again the next day. In the rain, but then the blue skies, and warm weather would greet me, and all would be forgotten, and forgiven. Well at least forgiven, for another chapter had been written in my book of testimonies. But a thought continues with me even today, I didn’t get mad at God. I could have, so many blame anything they disagree on on Him. They get mad, try to take it out on His people, and even on Him. No end to stupid, maybe that is why it is designed to hurt. But a thought has been with me the last few days, He loves us so much, and I can’t explain it. It makes no sense, psychiatrists refuse to believe it, atheists deny His existence, poets write sonnets about it, and theologians dispute it. The Allman Bros. sung about it. But God’s love to us shows no wrath-yet. So to better understand it, He put it to me this way. “It is hard to make a fist when a nail is piercing your hand.” And it reminds me of Jesus. Whose arms and hands are open to us, never raised in a fist, or clenched in rage. He loves, and sets the example. Can we do the same in our reaction to Him? To others? How about ourselves, when the storms come and ruin our ride?
The evidence is found in the hands of Jesus. The nail holes are there. To show us love, to hold us up, to guide and point the way in the storm. So unclench your fists, and show the love that He showed us first. Trust Him, and guide others to Him. Let Him guide you. You may be entering a storm, sudden or not, and even though the sun is shining, a storm is coming. And only He will take you through it. Look to His hands, see the nail prints, and be glad His hands are open to help, guide, and love.
Besides, you can’t twist the throttle when your hands are clenched in a fist. Just a thought, from someone who has weathered a storm or two, safe in His hands. And after the rain, there is a rainbow, another open hand of God reminding us of His love. You only need a rain suit when it rains, never ride without Jesus no matter the forecast. Remember those open hands...
love with compassion,
Mike
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