Monday, April 29, 2013

passion or obsession








While attending the Motte Farm Car Show I got to visit with two men who both had red 1972 MGB’s. Joining in the conversation, I had a butterscotch 72 Midget, Theresa also had a 72 Midget, and we had a 1980 B, the last year, I was instantly welcomed into the conversation. One car had been customized, things we would have done if it was ours when we were young. He had the Mini-lite wheels, been lowered a bit, and other subtle touches that a non-MG owner would not notice or appreciate. But they both were passionate about their cars, and had a good attitude towards them. For among the other over restored sometimes we will find claims of the only one, or 1 of 10 ever made, showing off their exclusivity. Exacerbated by their low miles from not driving it. The everyday driver, had a sign on it, “1 of 550,000 produced!” Gotta love it, and they knew their product, and had fun driving them. My kind of car guys, and after telling British car jokes, and mourning the passing of the Brit sport cars in society, a void readily filled by the Japanese with reliable “sporty cars,”we left, them discussing a place the one knew to get a new tonneau cover. Car guys, with a soft spot in their head for the British...maybe all the parts falling off their cars weren’t of the finest British quality? But these guys were passionate about MG’s, and loved them, but were real in their approach. And drove them just to show it...sharing stories and info with each other, just in case they were the one on the side of the road next...
I also talked with another man, nice guy, who had an original 1957 Chevy Bel Air 4-door sedan, 52,000 original miles, with factory air still in the unused spare tire. It was spotless, a view back to 1957 and what the cars really looked like. Matador red, too. And with a plethora of 55-57 Chevy parts available, his was as is from the factory. He had researched its history, and showed me all the things repaired over the years. How the engine was still original, even wanted me to climb under and look to see, I passed. He was passionate about it as were the MGB guys, but then went off into another dimension. In order to keep all the numbers original, he had the master cylinder removed and replaced, even having the original plate from the old installed on the new, so the numbers matched. At that point it was an obsession, and things that we would not care about, just repair, to him had become an obsession. He loved the car, but the car owned him. As it had the previous owners. I can only thank them for their obsession so I could enjoy it, maybe more than he did. At least he drove it, sparingly.
We all get obsessed by things, and on my last Torches ride, 2 young guys on new Harleys, were planning on stopping at every HD store across the US. While we planned the next day’s route, they checked out the route for Harley dealers. Sometimes leaving early, and arriving late and missing out, but they got their shirts. And also new chrome, a new seat, and any thing else graced with the Bar and Shield along the way. Obsessed, maybe. Just maybe though a result of Harley carefully putting their stores by a freeway exit. But they had fun, hope they had as much fun as we did. Wasn’t the ride all about 911? Their trip photos would be different than ours. Did they ever thank HD for their forethought of putting so many dealers by the freeway exits, just for them?
When I first got saved, I still partied-a lot. But no matter how hung over, or high, I still would make myself read a chapter of the Bible every night before passing out. I was obsessed with it, just not out while partying. I had told God I would try this Jesus stuff out, but that I would still party, and sleep around. His answer may surprise you, it did me. “OK.” And so I did, until my heart towards Him started changing. Soon I didn’t want to, and began reading my Bible sober. Love will do that, rules won’t. My friends changed-they didn’t want me around, when it was really me that was changing. And as I got closer to God, I wanted to please Him, because I love Him, not out of fear of retribution, or thinking it kept me saved. We had a relationship, and we would visit and talk. And soon the things of old passed away, well most of them, and Jesus Christ was truly Lord of my life. But I did it His way, for our ways still lead to death and disappointment. I had been obsessed with doing good, now I had a passion for Jesus-much different. For just like the woman at the well, whom Jesus told “go and sin no more,” He knew she would, and I would and still do. But with a new heart,we saw things differently, and wanted to please Him. He actually became Lord when I started doing the things He wanted-His will be done. And so it continues today...Jesus the same as ever, me in a constant growth mode. Maturity we call, not realizing that when fully matured, we die, just like any seed. And then our blessed hope of heaven becomes reality. Not earned, but given, by grace as a gift. What gift can you earn that is more valuable?
So I try to live my life as the MG guys, enjoying it and also knowing its limitations. Enjoying what I have for what it is, but also approaching God in the same way. Putting Him first, passionately. Not obsessing over rules and religion, but enjoying the freedom in the spirit. So like the MG guys, whether broken down in the rain with the top leaking, where the oil spot marks where I last parked, and with always a project to do, I press on. Knowing Jesus loves me as I am, and enjoying the gift. Not an original, but a changed man, a new creature in Christ. The old things passed away. New parts, with new testimonies, even a scar to show where He has been. The way He wants it, a passion not an obsession. I can’t keep up, and He doesn’t set pace so I can’t. And waits for me where I lag or fall. It’s called grace...sometimes best learned in a storm or on the side of the road.
And to those of you who feel I obsess over Triumphs, I don’t. I also own a Suzuki that I rode this weekend. Of course I wore my Triumph shirt...some habits just die hard after all.
love with compassion,
Mike
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