Tuesday, August 7, 2018

the bike that saved BMW and almost killed me









It all changed for BMW in 1974, prior to that they were great touring bikes, referred to as”the Cadillac,” because of their smoothness and shaft drive.  Staid and reliable, no one ever stole a BMW, they even had a generic key to start them, but in 1974 they went to a car type key, dual instruments, dual front disc brakes, and 900cc, 300 more than ever before. With the R90S they started the sport touring genre, and became the most expensive new bike ever sold at $3430 in 1974 dollars, when a Z-1 cost half of that.  But they also borrowed a page from GM marketing by releasing a new product not fully tested, let the public find the problems, and it had two major ones.  The bolts holding the flywheel to the crank would sheer, mine did at 16,607 miles when the Wildman pushed the starter button.  And also at 111 mph, the bike went into a violent death shake, which went away at 112.  Accelerating through it was scary enough, but knowing you had to go through it when decelerating was even scarier.  The physical forces of slowing down made it almost unrideable, more than one rider got white knuckled following me as I slowed down, “Man I thought you were a goner...” as I hung on for dear life.  When I sold it after two years and 45,000 miles, the new owner swore she had never been over 100, and would be careful.  I never saw her or the bike again, I can only wonder....
A lot of praying went on at 111, and before and after.  But I also learned there is a time to pray, and a time to listen.  Too many are confused when asked “what’s the most important part of prayer?”  We are trained to ask, but yet fall short of listening and receiving.  God has shown me there is a time for prayer, and a time for listening, and preaching and reading the word are part of it.  When in danger I don’t need more prayer I need answers, sometimes right now.  In a message to Jeremiah, he told them it was a time to listen, and obey, they had fallen away, and needed guidance. But in listening comes judgment, which should lead to repentance, which should bring us back to our relationship with Jesus.  Prayer can delay judgment or the answer, preaching or listening to the spirit hastens it.  We need answers, not more rote prayers, not long prayers thanking God for everything when called for a specific reason.  We need all of Jesus he has to offer, we need to cease speaking and start listening.  God knows before we pray what we need and has the plan in action.  Yet many drone on informing him as if he was new on the scene.  “OK God, here’s the situation,” at least as we see it.  Yet we go on and on holding back God’s answer, because we don’t listen. 
Judgment is not God’s final answer for us, but a way of love to bring us back.  For us to realize our sin and see Jesus for who he is, turn to him, and repent.  Too many fear judgment as if it were a hateful act, but for those of us who have gone astray and been shown judgment via the spirit, it was and is the way back.  In our pain sometimes God must shout to be heard, to be taken to a place where we will listen and hear the spirit.  His answer more important than our asking many times, for he knows the situation better than we do, or will admit.  When God showed Jeremiah the state of the nation, God allowed the nation to fall, so they could see their sin and rebellion.  To admit they had turned their backs on God, to repent and return to prosperity.  Just like I needed to do at 111...
In our prayers we so often start them, but the spirit has never left us, and is constantly telling us “we need Jesus.”  In all our senses and spirit we can see our weakness, and God provides the answer.  Ever wonder where God is, but really ever wonder how many times he called you and you didn’t reply?  God is patient and wants you back, not to ridicule, but to restore.  To shine through, to let you be an example to others of his love and mercy.  Like the prodigal father, he longs for our return.  From any sin, from any situation, and from any speed.  What does it take with you until he can say “now do I have all of your attention?”
So there is a time to ask, and a time to receive, not always in that order.  I knew going up I would have to come back down, but did it anyway despite the danger involved.  My riding has changed radically over the years, the more seat time the better rider I become for all situations.  Same with God, the more seat time with Jesus, our relationship strengthens, and we converse more.  Read that, I listen more.  The spirit has never stopped talking to us, we stopped listening.  And in love, God will allow us to fall as far as we desire until we turn and return to him.  Both sin and speed are fun or we wouldn’t do them, but each has a consequence.  The words of discipline or correction may see harsh, but in the end they bring righteousness.  My riding world changed in 1974 when buying my R90S.  My forever changed when I met Jesus a year later.  He not only made me a better person, but a better rider, too.  In one 18 month period, BMW and Jesus both changed my life.  MY R90S would let me down, Jesus never has.  Ask less, receive more.  It is no coincidence that you can control your mouth and your throttle hand, but not your hearing.  Hear what the spirit is saying to you today, no need to repeat Jeremiah’s message, “While you were doing all these things, declares the Lord, I spoke to you again and again, but you did not listen; I called you, but you did not answer. Jeremiah 7:13 “
Even in my Arai I can still hear that still small voice....can you? 
love with compassion,
Mike
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